DeNaRa

,On February 1, 2010 @12:12am, a prematured baby-girl was born. She was 2.100 grams heavy, not so healthy because of her conditions. She was still catching her breath, that's why the pedia advised to put oxygen and start dosing with anti biotics.

As I was lying,holding on to my cellphone texting where to find money to pay my hospital bills, the nurse quickly called me, my baby was already released and ready for viewing. Eventhough my operation was still aching, i tried to stand up and walk just to see my baby. As I was walking going straight to the nursery room, i felt nervous, thinking, how's does my baby looks like, does she inherit the beauty of her mother..or his father, which am praying should not...I saw her, she was so little and tiny, she was still 8 months old, I was suppose to deliver her on March 1. My tears fall down to my skin and my husband wiped it, he announces that the baby was in good condition. But she requires lot of anti-biotics and IRon because she was premature. I never felt like this before.

I was so touched as i was looking at her, I felt so happy and rewarding.

introduction

i just wanna welcome myself in the world of blogs. It's my first time to blog and i was inspired by my friend Giselle to make a new one since I enjoy reading her blogs. (She has no idea,i was following her)..hehhe...stalker!!!

Anyway, i wanted to open a blog to express my opinion, share my likes, desires, moments, and also my precious things in my life right now my husband and my baby angel "denara".

I must say i have never been good in writing essay or blogs. I don't know how to criticize my grammar but bare me, practice makes perfect.

I must say also that blogging is not just purely freedom of speaking up, learn to watch how you express, might ending up smashing others. But in this blog it's just purely an event in my life, my daughter and the things that surrounding me.

Before, i love fashion , i like styling, every time i go out in our house you can see me lot of accessories, colorful bangles, dresses but when I got married, i was suddenly changed into a motherly look already but when finding my friends in blogs, i was so glad looking into current fashion in the industry right now. I felt like left behind already since i married early and never experience how it's like to be a vain fashion styler.

Anyway watch out more of my post.

Shiao!